i hate the moment that i feel incapable of something. maybe i didn't try hard enough, and too busy doing other things that's not related. i want to say yes i can, and proud of it. how?
hope it helps describing what "anti-climax" is... rises up then suddenly fall down, and (again) back to the start. too bad it hadn't reach "seizing the prize", not even its "climax". *no blaming, just saying*
how funny life is. when you eagered to move out, you had to struggle hard settling down. when you've started to enjoy settled-down life, you have to move out. they didn't let you stay too long on the same place. why? maybe life won't let you stay too long in certain comfortable zones. maybe those are blessing. to keep you move forward, carry on, carry on... you only need to be grateful..
sendu itu sore-sore macet di jalan pulang langit mendung gerimis malu-malu. lagu backgroundnya "i don't wanna miss a thing" versi mellow. kepala pusing dan leher rasanya lebih nyeri dari biasanya. pingin dianter langsung ketemu pak dokter, gak usah nyetir.. :|
what if something struck your mind and suddenly you get really anxious about it? wishing you can have someone to talk to and decided not to go anywhere, stay sit where you are until you have your mind clear. because you must drive home, and you need a clear mind.
What if the opportunity you've been looking for in other place come right in front of your feet? Now, you've engaged to that new place and you're just about to jump across. Is it wise to stay? Is it wiser to let it go and stick with the first plan? Is it possible to stay for a while to experience the opportunity? Considering that we'll be in the same place until in the end. I'm still young.