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Fate and fear

Fate is not yet to come, and we always want to have best of our lives. We did, we do, or sometimes we fail. Speaking of failing, reasons can be anything, maybe because of what we did or things outside us we can't control. Worst feeling could come from something beyond our control. Maybe it's about other person or what had given to us since we were born. Fear is something that we can't deny and we never invite to come. Fear of losing, fear of pain, fear if failing, fear of being denied, fear of being not perfect. Fear of ..., or maybe you have your own term of fear? Fate and fear. Fear is good, fear is a friend. It's a natural signal given to us what to be concerned in order to be perfect in our terms, ideal, like we've planned. But, no. Being human is being not perfect. Fear shows us how 'human' we are. But, nobody's perfect. Cliche. If, the world is perfect we wont find pretty and ugly people. No more smart guys and idiots. Maybe we never hear

24 hours w/ many things to do

07.15 woke up; 08.00 off to office; 08.45 arrived; 09.00-09.30 preparing presentation; 10.00-11.40 tender aanwijzing; 11.45-12.30 waiting for paper copies; 13.00 office again, lunch; 13.30-20.30 work; 21.00 home; 21.00-23.00 w/daddy night convo; 23.00-02.30 work; 02.30-03.00 leyeh2, solat, off to bed tell me, am i too much? It happens in these two days