Someone's is really watching over me. From up, above, and other infinite side of mine. I 'just' need a courage to be honest and say "if I don't deserve it, please let me know. I'm okay, and will be okay". Simply believing. Less than 24 hours the answer came out. I didn't, but that Someone does not leave me clueless. He tells me what it takes to improve through someone else. Sometimes knowing how to be better has an expensive price to pay.