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Very very happy to hear that someone's special had a surprise for me from his trip Someone counts me in his life. Big awe :')

Fate is not yet to come, and we always want to have best of our lives. We did, we do, or sometimes we fail. Speaking of failing, reasons can be anything, maybe because of what we did or things outside us we can't control. Worst feeling could come from something beyond our control. Maybe it's about other person or what had given to us since we were born. Fear is something that we can't deny and we never invite to come. Fear of losing, fear of pain, fear if failing, fear of being denied, fear of being not perfect. Fear of ..., or maybe you have your own term of fear? Fate and fear. Fear is good, fear is a friend. It's a natural signal given to us what to be concerned in order to be perfect in our terms, ideal, like we've planned. But, no. Being human is being not perfect. Fear shows us how 'human' we are. But, nobody's perfect. Cliche. If, the world is perfect we wont find pretty and ugly people. No more smart guys and idiots. Maybe we never hear...

07.15 woke up; 08.00 off to office; 08.45 arrived; 09.00-09.30 preparing presentation; 10.00-11.40 tender aanwijzing; 11.45-12.30 waiting for paper copies; 13.00 office again, lunch; 13.30-20.30 work; 21.00 home; 21.00-23.00 w/daddy night convo; 23.00-02.30 work; 02.30-03.00 leyeh2, solat, off to bed tell me, am i too much? It happens in these two days

ibu juga manusia... yayayayyaaa..

mengintip gaji orang, would that be sin? hahaha! nggak sih, tp dari situ bisa kliatan siapa yang di atas siapa yang mengekor selanjutnya pada level yang... yaaa kurang lebih sama. loose some get some aja. gak harus ngerasa jleb sih ada yang lebih gak jadi yang 'lebih'. saya tau sih, si 'lebih' itu usahanya extrrraaaa. tapi dibandingin sm yang lain, titik saya sekarang ini kurang lebih bagus sih, above average semoga. bersyukur aja. money does not tell everything.. *bicara ke diri sendiri*

all i want is to have this cake, in a relaxing day, sipping hot tea with nothing to think, and staring at the rain from a big glass window. no plans for today. nothing to worry.

I love you and you love me, we're gonna make a big family.. No fruits for today, sore Eventually, my father will be your father, my mother will be your mother. So does, your mother and father, they will be mine too.. And our children will be their grandchildren.. We're gonna make a big family, as one.