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sad part of a happy thought

Ada sisi yang bisa membuat saya merasa sedih dari hal yang menyenangkan. Kangen dengan seseorang itu membahagiakan, sesuatu yang patut disyukuri. Kadang, saya bilang "pengen bareng", atau "pengen ada di sana", atau semacamnya. Tapi, lama-lama saya malah jadi sedih karena saya tahu saya gak bisa melakukannya. Saya (jauh) lebih banyak mengucapkannya ketimbang melakukannya. Beberapa kali saya urung mengatakannya. Jadi, saya simpan dalam hati saja. Rasanya omong doang. Dalam setahun saja, mungkin saya 'hanya' 5 kali bertemu dengannya. Pertemuan 1-2 hari menjadi sangat berharga. Hal ini sedikit membuat gusar, kadang. Tapi, harus bagaimana? Harusnya saya bisa lebih ikhlas untuk lebih banyak hal ya?


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