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doa saya cuma:

ternyata sudah ada orang yang bikin saya penasaran lagi. memang sudah kenal dari dulu, tapi sayangnya kesempatannya gak banyak, beda tempat, dan ada sedikit perbedaan yg agak ganjal. ahaha. mungkin saya berpikir terlalu jauh. tapi yang jelas, saya bersyukur bisa ngerasain hal-hal seperti ini lagi. rasanya ingin kenal orang itu lebih jauh, setidaknya mengobati rasa penasaran.

hmm, saya juga gak tau yang disana gimana. mungkin ini semua cuma perasaan saya saja. kadang rasanya seperti yang disana memberi sinyal, tapi saya juga tidak berharap sih. kalau dia menghilang mungkin cukup sampai disini saja. oya, mungkin penasaran ini cuma haha-hihi yang besok juga sudah lewat, dan masih ada beberapa haha-hihi yang harus dilewati lagi. tapi yaa, doa saya cuma: "Allah, kalau memang sudah waktunya dan sudah bertemu dengan laki-laki terbaik itu, berikan kami lebih banyak kesempatan bertemu sehingga kami bisa saling mengenal". yak, cukup sampai disitu doa untuk saat ini. hehe.

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