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with everything that i've been through, i don't know why i'm still crying.
like a little child. not begging, just cry cry cry cry.
it doesn't free me from anything, but i can't stop these tears...

for now,
another man won't replace anything,
any kind of love won't replace what had gone
all i need is myself
all i want is love for myself
because nobody won't take care of me, except me
i still can't open myself
and i want to come home

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