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ya gimana lagi dong

Life is easier when you're younger. Mungkin bukan karena usia yang masih muda. Tp kalau sudah di umur 'dewasa' banyak hal-hal yang gak bisa kita pilih. 

Akhir-akhir ini rasanya padeeetttt bgt. Selalu kepengen pulang lebih awal supaya bisa ngehabisin waktu di rumah. Gak tau juga sih kegiatannya, mungkin cuma ngobrol. Lama-lama miris sih kalau sampai rumah malem banget (situasi 1), trus yang bisa diajak ketemu udah tiduran atau sibuk dengan kegiatan sebelum tidur. Atau, situasi 2: yeay bisa pulang gak terlalu malem, tp akibat udah capek dari kemarin udah males juga ngapa2in. Trus udah gitu yang bisa diajak ngobrol juga asik sendiri (mungkin karena kelamaan dicuekin, jadinya cari kegiatan sendiri). Atau, situasi 3: Pulang tenggo. Dari pagi udah nungguin pulang, udah seneng banget bisa pulang cepet, trus janjian ketemuan. Eh, dia sibuk. Jam 8 kurang masih juga belum pulang. Trus, jdnya luntang-luntung muter2 mall ga jelas (which is not my favorite thing). Badan capek, tp pengen keluar bareng. :-|

Ya emang gimana lagi. Gak bisa milih, jadi mesti sabar. Ya gimana dong? Cuma bisa mewek di pojok *cari tisu*

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