.... :)

Semoga Mam bahagia di rumah Allah dengan segala kasihNya dan dengan segala kasih sayang dari bumi.  Sebetulnya bukan ini foto favoritku Mam, nanti kucari lagi. Yang kusuka itu foto Mam yang lagi nggendong mas Angga (yang mukanya ditekuk) hehe.. #hariibu

I'm just reaffirm myself that I, I'm n ot bothered with the fact that many friends from my age is getting pregnant. I may say, probably we're not getting one because it's not the right time. Probably for the time being, I couldn't handle it well. Probably. But, it crossed my mind. 

I am so lucky to have you, Precious. Now, I know why you're here and why Allah didn't let me be alone.  You're my Sunshine.    :)

There are moments I wish I can have other 'distraction' from myself. This monologue, it helps, but too much of it probably drives me crazier.  I need quality time with real human being,  face to face, not this so-called-smart-gadgets. *cry cry*

Oh Lord, please help me. I'm very tired in this demanding situation. At one point, this situation making me feel incompetent or too lazy compared to other colleagues. Despite of any scientific proof that this long-term stressful cycle is not good for health or mind, it's a burden in my head. But, Lord... this tiresome cycle I'd rather not to take it.  Lord, get me out of here.. in a decent way..

http://www.lifehack.org/articles/work/7-stupid-things-your-bosses-say-you.html

To some people, probably I might too low profile. Maybe sometimes I should've tell those people that "Coming from developing country doesn't mean I'm poor and being ambitious about money. My family is rich, wealthy, and educated enough with our own lifestyle compared to you. And, the most important thing of all is I wasn't raised to value people from their modesty not from their wealth, whether they're rich or poor. Well, I pity you because you drive BMW and still being poor." ps: If I'm your client, I'm a type of client who will get offended if you say you do my house only for hobby. I pay you professional fee to look after the job carefully and responsibly, and don't you ever dare to forget it because you're bored. Hobby can be boring sometimes, just admit it.

Ini bukan pertama kalinya saya buka-buka album photos saya di henpon buat ngecek ada foto yang bisa dipost di path gak ya...  hasil: nihil (rasio keberhasilannya 1:100) Foto-foto yang ada di henpon saya 1. Gambar referensi rumah lucu 2. Foto di construction site 3. Architectural detail standard 101. Seperti saya ngukur gap 3mm grouting (sekarang saya mengerti kenapa senior saya ga habis pikir kenapa saya bgini) dan pilihan warna tegel.  4. Sketsa 5. Si mas dengan pose aduhai (baca: tidur menuhin satu kasur) maaf, untuk satu ini cukup untuk konsumsi pribadi saja (baca: gemes sih, tapi saya aja masih bisa geleng2 kepala liatnya) 6. Foto untuk hasil kirim2an watsapan. Misal ada tmn yang kepingin nitip parfum. Meskipun pada akhirnya ga jd beliin karena ternyata flightnya udah final call. 7. Ada sih foto keluarga 1 biji aja. nice shot though :) Mudah-mudahan artinya saya ini designer in training. Kata peribahasa berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian. Semoga di masa depan...

This is one random blog that I read. She, the blog girl above, blogged about dreams. She consider herself as happy, earned good education, successful, had experienced living abroad, and she think people consider her as career-oriented woman. She opened her post as: A good friend of mine once said, "The things that you want might not the best ones for you." Okay, long story short, it hits my head. As you can see on the pic I posted on the top, I have things she want and I don't have to choose. I t bans me not to be grateful.   I'm happily married, earned good education (ppfft, of course, my dear *smirk smile*), having a career or at least building up my career ahead, and living abroad. Yeay.. See? This time whose grass is greener?  P.S. Stop whining or being a sissy and SMILEEEE!

To move on, to be brave, and to be confident to carry on do really take time.  Mistakes are good for young people and they may await ahead. So does, discoveries, they await to be found. For better life and to bring dreams alive stand steadily on the ground. :)

I think I should try to be mainsteam for a while. Blogging, nope, to post about make up stuff or skin care products Haha, it doesn't sound like me. But after browsing other girls blog, I think I should give it a try and see what happen.. Hahaha.

I need a hug. Nothing in particular. 5 seconds hug would work for me.  But who? I miss my girlfriends... Haha

Selama ini, mas yoyo masih jadi best architectural mentor buat saya. Dengan segala emosinya yang meledak-meledak, dia ngajarin banyak banget hal di arsitektur. Tapi malem ini saya baru sadar satu hal. Terima kasih banget buat mas yoyo bikin saya ngerti dan ngerasain tentang "segimanapun ngeselinnya kantor, harus bisa dibawa fun". Dulu, berkali-kali dia sering bilang gitu dan bilang tim dulu itu seru banget. Dulunya sih mikir dia aja yang terlalu sentimentil dengan kehidupan kantor. Ternyata dengan ngerasain kantor lain, dengan orang-orang yang makin beda. Yang namanya "sucks" ya emang sucks aja. Tapi kalo dibawa fun, kalo kita bisa ketawa dengan situasi yang kita alami, mentertawakan diri sendiri, kalo kita bisa bikin becandaan dari segala hal yang sucks banget, hati bisa lebih enteng dan atau minimal cinta sama orang-orangnya, meski akan selalu ada hal yang bikin kita marah atau makan ati di sekitar kita. Satu keyakinan yang gak berubah dari dulu itu, saya keluar ...

"... I will grow through this pain Lord I'm doing all I can To be a better man" Mungkin ini namanya utang rasa. Utang rasa sama supir taksi yang muter (atau gak sengaja dari radio) lagu betterman-nya robbie william. Rasanya kena banget di hati di bagian lirik di atas dan rasanya menenangkan. Enteng di hati, kayak lagi 'curhat' beneran.

Ini toh rasanya setelah bilang "ini ternyata enak jg" atau "lagi enak situasinya", habis itu ada aja kejadian yang bikin tetttooott ....  .. ... Lain kali gak usah bilang enak2an kali ya. Biasa aja, gak usah dibahas.

mau pulaaaangggggg...... :-/

money-wise, big return comes with big risk.  when you only see how big the return, probably you don't understand what you're about to risk. *just saying, bro*

to start is the most challenging part: to define problems, to ask the right question, and to form a track. it's beyond technical matters, while solving is more likely taught by practical experience. 

Gak sabar lunch!!!!!!  Karena segera bertemu dambaan hati: ayam pop, sambel ijo. ❤️❤️❤️

I'm compiling things NOT TO BE DONE  when I become a boss. Teach yourself.

REALLY BAD MOOD SWING ALERT.

I need to wear shades, my future is so bright  *from a fb friend for beloved monday*

I want to feel pretty again. Maybe i should give my hair a trim, I miss it short though. mmm..

we're so close, but I do miss him. ...

when it comes to fan, i hate him a lot. So much of himself. Turning fan on in full air-con room. Brrr.

I'm just bored. Hopefully will get to meet others on weekend. 

Usually, I am not like this when you're away. I do really miss you. Your silly face, any noise you always do, your hug..

Kalau saya harus 'jealous' sama hidup orang, ini daftarnya: 1. Tmn sma yang sering kumpul sama geng ceweknya, foto-foto, bergaul sana sini dan ada aja social events yang didatengin bersama tmn2nya itu. 2. Tmn kuliah yang akan mutusin pindah ke london buat sekolah, dan pas dibarengin sama suaminya. Atau temen yang malah sekolah duluan di eropa, pdhl dia mutusin sekolah baru setaun belakangan. 3. Tmn yang sudah tau mau sekolah apa dan sudah dapet beasiswa, entah itu dari instansi atau yayasan kasih ayah bunda. 4. Tmn yang bisaaa aja dapet proyek di indonesia, karena punya style design yang bagus. 5. Tmn yang sudah settle down di hometownnya, punya baby atau sedang menanti baby. 6. Tmn yang (kelihatannya sih) gajinya mapan. Tapi, saya pikir-pikir di detik ini... Saya cuma kangen suami yang lagi observasi ke hutan, kpingin teman2 dekat sampai tua, dan aktualisasi diri (okelah yang ini gak instan, mgkn butuh 10 atau 20 taun proses buat sampe di titik sudah merasa teraktualisasi).

Suddenly, I realize that I want to be with my mom. To see her grow older and wiser. And whatever, yes, I love her that big. :')

Harus tetep pede. Meskipun masih sering salah denger, sering salah milih kata2. Tebel muka aja. Hosh!

Adapting do not happen fast. Everything seems getting better now. Would i be sad leaving what i have now?

Sometimes you need to push the feeling really hard. Then, you'll feel that's okay and starts to feel that it's normal. But what will guarantee the normal feeling is permanent?

Sebel rasanya diceramahi seperti dia yang paling bener sendiri, paling oke, pilihan dia paling baik.  Awal2nya seperti ngasih banyak tips, masukan, saran supaya bs punya banyak uang. wth. Emangnya semua tentang uang aja? Tapi ujung2nya buat dia juga. Hhhh. 

Ya Allah, lindungi aku dari manusia kiasu....  *cuma bisa misuh2*

one big turn off is scolding in high tone for wrong numbering annotation while having nice mood about  the project  (after don't feel like it for a while). i'm sleepy now. bye.

amicu erlanggaaaaa :*

thank you. You're simply the best.

small reward from client is a mood booster :-> *don't really care what big boss say* Oh Lord, you really care for me :')

Ini post saya kemarin malem di path. Ternyata ada juga yg ngerespon, dan yang bales juga orang2 yg bs dibilang suka ngobrol.  Wewh, sebenernya lg happy apa nggak bener2 relatif sih. Saya cuma pengen lebih menghargai apa yang ada terlepas dr apa yang dialami sehari-hari.  Harus bisa belajar dari yang udh lewat. Bisa ngejalanin hari ini dengan baik. Gak harus sempurna atau mungkin ada yang bikin gak enak hati. Yang penting bisa dapet bekal buat masa depan, karena disini chances-nya. Jangan sampai kelewatan. Terlepas dari cuap-cuap di atas, I just want to feel content with my everyday - especially for which i spend my time the most. Tau gak? Hayo hayo? I miss being part of a community, surrounded by warm people (though sometimes they can be too annoying, because of being too care). Mungkin yang saya ingat dalam memori juga udah gak ada. Orang-orangnya juga udah gak lengkap. Tapi tetep ya, move on itu " challenging" . Hahaha Ciao.

well.. momen awkward terjadi (lagi, sesuai prediksi) pas si bos nanya, menurut kamu si R gimana? jawabnya sih "nice..". Trus dipancing lg, "some more?". Oke bos, i can't be 100% honest to you. Kliatannya sampeyan semangat banget ngorek dari saya. My senior can transform into some kind of male bitch, and mostly it's because of you. I can hate him, but in the same time I don't like you either for causing this.  Trus2, kl si D gimana? "Nice..", dan berlanjut dengan cerita kliatannya R dan D punya banyak kesamaan krn mgkn mereka besar di yu-es. TV shows, neighbor stuff, candies that I never heard before. So, I ended up listening to them. Sepertinya si bos lebih suka sm si D, krn ngasih nilai plus ke doski. Dan dia pun akhirnya bertanya, "what do you think about me?" Untungnya saya punya jawaban, "you're practical". Krn saya gak 100% being honest to you, masa' saya bilang "somehow I personally don't like how you ...

Kenapa ya desain yang simpel relatif plain msh lebih bagus drpd yang tempel2, kayak dempul? Menurut saya loh. Hosh.

somehow when i get upset, i want to eat :-|

hari ini pulangnya lumayan cepet. jam 7 udh keluar kantor. yeay! sbnrnya tmn setim masih ngerjain proyek lain sih, kompetisi yang datelinenya mlm ini. dalam hati bilang: "gw kan datengnya lebih pagi daripada kalian, gw bisa pulang lebih awal dong. udah gitu kerjaan gw udh beres. gw udah suntuk tuk tuk. Lagian pas kmrn submission addendum, nobody cares dan gw pusing sendiri." pas pulang pun rasanya merdeka.  Pulang sore dan bs ketemu si mas. *akhirnya*  EUREKA! Ini namanya 'punya sikap'. tapi dalam hati mikir juga sih. Ini nih belajar punya sikap atau bodo amat? But anyway, sblm cao gw nanya dulu ke si senior. Butuh gw apa nggak. Dia bilang nggak. Yaudah. Bye. Ngaku sih ada porsi ' bodo amat' dengan excuse nobody would bother to care ttg kerjaan kita. Tapi ini beneran ' belajar punya sikap'  di negeri yang nggak gotong royong. kiasu. *gotong royong jg harus proporsional sih*

Aduh ada post yang gak kesimpen. Btw, ini ceritanya positip loh, trus malah gak kesimpen *hooooh*

In a stressful and (sometimes) unpleasant working environment, higher salary doesn't buy happiness. Oh, probably 10x higher will do, or at least 3x in sgd. *mureee* *you wish*

Life is easier when you're younger. Mungkin bukan karena usia yang masih muda. Tp kalau sudah di umur 'dewasa' banyak hal-hal yang gak bisa kita pilih.  Akhir-akhir ini rasanya padeeetttt bgt. Selalu kepengen pulang lebih awal supaya bisa ngehabisin waktu di rumah. Gak tau juga sih kegiatannya, mungkin cuma ngobrol. Lama-lama miris sih kalau sampai rumah malem banget (situasi 1), trus yang bisa diajak ketemu udah tiduran atau sibuk dengan kegiatan sebelum tidur. Atau, situasi 2: yeay bisa pulang gak terlalu malem, tp akibat udah capek dari kemarin udah males juga ngapa2in. Trus udah gitu yang bisa diajak ngobrol juga asik sendiri (mungkin karena kelamaan dicuekin, jadinya cari kegiatan sendiri). Atau, situasi 3: Pulang tenggo. Dari pagi udah nungguin pulang, udah seneng banget bisa pulang cepet, trus janjian ketemuan. Eh, dia sibuk. Jam 8 kurang masih juga belum pulang. Trus, jdnya luntang-luntung muter2 mall ga jelas (which is not my favorite thing). Badan capek, tp pengen...

Nanti semua ini akan terbayar. Ada di posisi yang menentukan, memanage energi untuk berpikir dan produksi, mendapatkan imbalan yang sesuai, dan mampu mensejahterakan orang lain.  Whole package.  Harus sabar, harus kuat, pelan-pelan jadi pinter.

Thank You for whatever I have now. Some tiresome stuffs are okay, I can handle it, but I still need many clues from You.

My brain refuse to work 😴😴😴

Thank You for being with me, giving me strength through him.  :')

Tiba-tiba kangen suara pesawat mau take-off. Capek, tapi nagih.

As long you're here. Everything is alright. Perfectly fine.  :)

29/30 Juni.  Yeay, pindahan kamar! Ga sabar! 

Kerjakan Pekerjaan Rumah Anda Setiap Malam  Anda mungkin bisa menuntaskan apa yang semestinya anda kerjakan setiap hari dengan berkerja keras di akhir pekan. Namun, bukan itu makna tujuh hari dalam seminggu.  Agar seseorang sembuh dari penyakitnya, ia harus minum obat setiap hari, bukan meminum seluruh dosis di akhir pekan.  Agar seorang siswa meraih kenaikan kelas, ia harus mengerjakan pelajarannya setiap malam, bukan membaca bertumpuk buku sehari menjelang ujian. Ini adalah prinsip sederhana produktivitas. Produktivitas bukan sekedar menghasilkan apa yang bisa kita hasilkan sekarang atau esok. Namun, menjaga agar manfaat dari hasil itu bisa diperoleh sebaik-baiknya hingga di masa-masa mendatang. Mungkin anda bisa menghafal semua pelajaran anda dalam waktu semalam, namun jangan menyesal jika itu hanya bertahan semalam pula. Karena itu, produktivitas selalu berkenaan dengan waktu. Sedangkan waktu adalah ketekunan, kesabaran, dan ketahanan diri. - Emha Ainun Nadjib

Never been this confused before. I dont even know what's the right question. All i know is just "it's confusing"

It's just the beginning. I probably will going to make thousand mistakes first to put things right. Never give up. Ugh! *though, during bad times, i want to stop and give up or just crying because nothing i can do*

Nothing has to be perfect. Many times dateline is things that are impossibly resolved in a short given time. Probably, this is not the time to be perfect, probably good is enough and perfect is a waste of time act. 

Feeling so sick and wanted so bad to spit it out, but then I found regretting that I spat it out. I feel like I'm complaining. What should I do?

Oh yes! And I loooove him VERY MUCH!! Get well soon! :*

This anemia makes me feel helpless. It's like a terrible bad dream and I want to wake up :(

Definitely will kick your ass you little snobbish girl. 😌😌😌

The real school is out there, education can be found from anyone we've met, anywhere we've been, or anything we've sensed. Go to institutional school is just an option of so many ways. Now I don't consider taking a graduate school is a must. If'll take it, then it should bring right benefit for me.

Siapa kamu, siapa aku, tak ada yang pernah tahu Kenapa aku di sini di sampingmu? Kadang aku juga tak bisa menemukan jawaban masuk akal yang paling mendasar Katanya, "cinta ini kadang-kadang tak ada logika.." Mungkin kadang memang tak butuh logika Kamu satu-satunya jiwa di hidupku yang datang tanpa perkenalan Ingatan pernah belajar merekam namamu Mata pernah berusaha membaca gelagatmu Tapi ternyata kamu sudah hadir di balik semua itu. Kamu.

Recently, I feel so content. Everything is perfect! No matter how bad or how great the situation is I feel complete. Living a life with you is simply superb, Erlangga.. Big smooch, :* 2/5/2013

Kalau masih menanam, gak boleh rewel pengen metik buahnya.

Everyday i meet people. But I dont feel i'm socializing. It's like just me, my work, and home. The culture is too dry, or I just haven't found the right people to blend with, or still need time to 'click' with others whom more approachable(?). He's busy too and somehow I don't really speak with other housemate. I need a close friend to make me feel more comfortable, ASAP.

Now i won't bother making a real friendship with colleagues. A bit hard to believe, but yea..

saya: "how can i live~~ without you..." *nyanyi* doi: kamu gak akan tau tentang teknologi *sambil senyum penuh keyakinan* saya: .....

setiap kali kamu pergi naik pesawat sendiri tanpa aku, satu hal yang hampir selalu melintas di pikiran adalah: bagaimana kalau itu penerbangan terakhirmu. tapi aku selalu bilang ke diriku sendiri: kembalikan semuanya ke Allah. manusia punya default setting masing-masing. itu perjalanan baru buat kamu dan yang kupikirkan adalah aku berharap nanti bisa ketemu kamu lagi. not easy though to say this thing mm anyway, aku berdoa semoga kamu berumur panjang. kamu bisa melihat dan mengalami banyak hal di dunia, meraih cita-citamu, dan yang paling penting menjadi manusia bahagia. nah, makanya selalu ada rasa lega tersendiri kalau kamu memberi kabar sudah sampai dengan selamat. dan hari ini mudah-mudahan kita bisa bisa makan ayam rica-ricanya bareng. hihi.

mengejar 132 paling deg-degan itu pas pulang kantor. pas selesai turun lift ngecek jadwal bus "arriving". coba-coba berhadiah langsung lari turun tangga sampai ke depan jalan besar pengen liat busnya udah di halte apa belum. pas udah sampai di belokan menuju halte ternyata busnya gak ada. harap-harap cemas lagi buka app jadwal bus masih "arriving". berharap setengah yakin busnya belum lewat karena bus selanjutnya masih 20 menit lagi. (oh tidak) dan beberapa detik kemudian, voila! datanglah si primadona 132 dari balik belokan jalan. lari lagi ke halte dan sukses naik. alhamdulillah rejeki gak kemana 0:p yeah! singkat, padat, langsung. yeah, yeah, yeah!

1. Check bus schedule through app 2. Go down by lift 3. Walk to the parking lot 4. Check bus schedule once again 5. Walk fast, fast, fast 6. Check bus schedule (not always) 7. On the block 75 watch to the road if 132 alighting 8. I'm not in the bus stop yet 9. RUN!!a 9a. Or if 132 has not arrived yet, I just take a sat and check the bus schedule again. 10. After boarding to 132, check the time 11. Take a seat on upper level (only few 132 are not double decker bus) 12. Sit 13. Either browsing internet or just get quick nap by peeping through where am I now 14. Two bus stop before or on the junction before 'The Bus Stop', go down and get a seat as close as possible to the tapping machine 15. Tap 16. Morning exercise by going up crossing the pedestrian bridge stairs 17. Walk, walk, walk 18. Going up again by stairs to B2 19. Office lobby, hosh. Wait for the lift or run again to catch the lift. 20. Push or check if somebody has push level 11 button. 21. Lev...

http://ideas.time.com/2013/03/07/confidence-woman/

Mulai menerima kenyataan kalau bekerja di sini memang begini adanya. Berharap kalau kerja bisa ONGkang-ONGkang kaki.. *menuju minggu ke-3, kantong mata sudah menggembung*

Mulai menerima kenyataan kalau bekerja di sini memang begini adanya. Berharap kalau kerja bisa ONGkang-ONGkang kaki.. *menuju minggu ke-3, kantong mata sudah menggembung*

1. Going to dhoby ghaut but alighted on somerset. I realized when I'm already inside somerset 313. On train information missed 1 station back. I felt weird too but I decided to trust on train info. 2. Went back to mrt station, and took 1 stop train back to dhoby ghaut. 3. I've reach toast box where they were having lunch in plasa singapura, but they have already going to somerset. 4. My friend called me, they said they're going to somerset by walk. I can reach them but I'm already near the station. 5. From dhoby ghaut to somerset, but I took a wrong train heading to city hall. 6. Now, I'm in somerset. In front of zara. End. *fyi, red line stations are city hall - dhoby ghaut - somerset

He knows my favorite. Yesterday (14/2) he brought home a slice of cedele's banana choco cake. Would that mean something? I don't know, I'm just happy he did it! Yeay! :)

Everybody Needs A Best Friend :)

He knows my favorite. Yesterday (14/2) he brought home a slice of cedele's banana choco cake. Would that mean something? I don't know, I'm just happy he did it! Yeay! :)

Love could be physically scientific , but I may say 'the micro-moment' is more than merely physical sensation and appearance. Like Sujiwo Tejo had mentioned: "Puncak kangen paling dahsyat ketika dua orang tak saling menelepon, SMS, BBM, namun diam-diam keduanya saling mendoakan" This is the closest translation I could give: "the most extravagant nos I find that the statement above difficult to be translated into english. What would be the fittest word to describe "kangen", or "rindu"? Still thinking what proper vocab for this sentence in english. I'll update this post later, maybe.

Hidayah mbak norah sudah turun. Tiba-tiba ada teman yang ngajakin saya nonton si mbak satu ini!! Dan yeay!! Sekarang saya sudah punya tiketnya dibelikan teman saya. :"> *smug face

New hidden treasure yang pertama kali saya dengar di lotte mart bintaro! Dvdnya diputar di bagian elektronik di salah satu tv display. Truly engaging. Akhirnya saya bela-belain mundur ke tv display itu cuma buat nonton live daniel sahuleka yang gak selama ini saya cuma tahu "don't sleep away my baby" dan "you make my world so colorful". Kadang dia seperti rod stewart with exotic accent.. ♥♥♥

Hari ini 8 februari 2013. Siang-siang ngantri bikin rekening tempat naro calon gaji sambil ngliatin iklan mbak norah jones mau konser 27 februari besok diulang-ulang di tipi di depan mata percis rasanya gimana gitu. Pagi-pagi sih ngomongnya "mau, tapi gak punya duit. yaudalah ya biar si mbak gatau kapan kesini lagi". Tapi, gara-gara ke bank malah kepikiran terus. mbak norah jones berikan aku hidayah.. .__.

Gara-gara baca twit temen sebelum melahirkan baby cowok, saya jadi inget cerita papa saya pas saya masih betah di perut mama saya. Kira-kira seperti ini: "kamu pas masih di perut mama jari telunjuknya nunjuk di bawah, jadinya, dokternya ngira yang lahir anak laki-laki, gak taunya perempuan". JRENG. TIPUAN. mungkin itu kenapa pas saya masih kecil kata papa saya kayak anak cowok. Udah senengnya cuma pake kolor sempak, mama saya bilang mainannya mobil-mobilan sama robot yang bentuknya serem-serem (gak nyambung sih, yasutralah). Kembali ke cerita twit temen saya itu, untungnya baby yang lahir bener-bener cowok. Namanya Umar.

1. They who 'like' their own post on facebook. 2. They who act "cool" and preach about religion and any form of wise saying or stories while in the real life they're bitch. They just look like: "look, I'm a wise person but still wicked enough to be a cool person".

1. You're the sun and I -the earth- orbit you. 2. You make my daily life patterned. 3. Although you think I'm stubborn enough to wake up in the morning, believe me I always want (of course, need) it every single day. 4. I make you breakfast. Btw, I love our latest menu: hot dog. Mustard makes my morning. 5. I make up our bed. Mostly after my day-nap. Putting blankets, pillows, bolster, books and other stuff next to our bed to where they should be. 6. I really like when I see your neat ironed shirt and imagining you're wearing it (though many times I can be too lazy to iron them). And feeling proud when you wear it few days later. 7. I cook for you. I learn to cook. It's my new interest, even though I'm not an expert. 8. Sometimes I want to have lunch with you. It's either I miss you too much, killing time while waiting you to come home, or asking you to accompany me to shop groceries. 9. I shop groceries few times in a week. Supermarkets can be very attr...

Nyehahaha

Allah itu selalu sayang kita semua. x)

(still) being a stay-at-home housewife, great husband, decent house, working at home, and... a baby...? hehe

mario teguh malam ini: "orang yang hidupnya meluruskan jalan orang lain pasti pernah mengalami jalan yang bengkok dan patah-patah....  ...and failure is not final, jadi tetap berpengharapan baik." :) beberapa hari ini banyak denger kata-kata penyemangat. selalu ada yang menyemangati saya diam-diam. :')

Someone's is really watching over me. From up, above, and other infinite side of mine. I 'just' need a courage to be honest and say "if I don't deserve it, please let me know. I'm okay, and will be okay". Simply believing. Less than 24 hours the answer came out. I didn't, but that Someone does not leave me clueless. He tells me what it takes to improve through someone else. Sometimes knowing how to be better has an expensive price to pay.

Hey hey you know what? I have few post drafts before this one. But anyway, no matter what had happened, i wish for the BEST and I have some kind of "uneasy" feeling. Allah, show me your way, the best one, and armed me with patience and strength. Aamin.