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Terus mengejar pikiran
Raga dan batin tak mampu
Akal dan hati terasa tipuan
Jiwa yang rusak dan bingung
Itu yang tersisa

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Apa yang kucari
Tenang, aman
Dari mana harus kucari?
Dimana kutemukan sahabat sepanjang nafasku?
Aku hanya ingin ketenangan dr kepala yang kusandarkan dan pelukan yang kuterima


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Tak terhingga yang sepantasnya kusyukuri
Tapi aku mati rasa
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