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Ibu

Ibu,
Entitas agung anugerah Tuhan
Yang berbahagia mempersilakan manusia baru hadir di bumi
Wanita yang berbesar hati melahirkan dan menyayangi

Ibu,
Tapi engkau hanyalah manusia
Wanita, setara dengan laki-laki
Seimbang dengan caranya sendiri
Dan ibu, engkau juga bisa salah

Ibu,
Apa yang harus kukatakan bila aku tak sejalan denganmu?
Apa yang harus kulakukan kalau engkau salah dan engkau tak mempercayaiku?
Apa yang harus kulakukan kalau kau tak mengerti dan engkau tak mau tahu?
Apa aku lantas jadi durhaka bila engkau tak merestui aku?
Apakah engkau adalah entitas tak tergoyahkan karena menyandang sebuah gelar, "ibu"?

Aku tak sampai hati menistakan entitas ibuku
Aku juga wanita, dan ingin menjadi ibu
Dan pertanyaan yang muncul adalah: "Akankah aku menjadi entitas yang sama?"


*saya gak lagi berantem sama mama saya, tapi membuat saya bertanya-tanya tentang entitas seorang ibu*


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