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Buat Mam di surga

Semoga Mam bahagia di rumah Allah dengan segala kasihNya dan dengan segala kasih sayang dari bumi.  Sebetulnya bukan ini foto favoritku Mam, nanti kucari lagi. Yang kusuka itu foto Mam yang lagi nggendong mas Angga (yang mukanya ditekuk) hehe.. #hariibu
I'm just reaffirm myself that I, I'm n ot bothered with the fact that many friends from my age is getting pregnant. I may say, probably we're not getting one because it's not the right time. Probably for the time being, I couldn't handle it well. Probably. But, it crossed my mind. 
There are moments I wish I can have other 'distraction' from myself. This monologue, it helps, but too much of it probably drives me crazier.  I need quality time with real human being,  face to face, not this so-called-smart-gadgets. *cry cry*

I'm not frustrated, I just need a break

Oh Lord, please help me. I'm very tired in this demanding situation. At one point, this situation making me feel incompetent or too lazy compared to other colleagues. Despite of any scientific proof that this long-term stressful cycle is not good for health or mind, it's a burden in my head. But, Lord... this tiresome cycle I'd rather not to take it.  Lord, get me out of here.. in a decent way..

poor guy who drives BMW

To some people, probably I might too low profile. Maybe sometimes I should've tell those people that "Coming from developing country doesn't mean I'm poor and being ambitious about money. My family is rich, wealthy, and educated enough with our own lifestyle compared to you. And, the most important thing of all is I wasn't raised to value people from their modesty not from their wealth, whether they're rich or poor. Well, I pity you because you drive BMW and still being poor." ps: If I'm your client, I'm a type of client who will get offended if you say you do my house only for hobby. I pay you professional fee to look after the job carefully and responsibly, and don't you ever dare to forget it because you're bored. Hobby can be boring sometimes, just admit it.