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Rumput tetangga yang konon katanya sih lebih hijau, maybe not

Kalau saya harus 'jealous' sama hidup orang, ini daftarnya:
1. Tmn sma yang sering kumpul sama geng ceweknya, foto-foto, bergaul sana sini dan ada aja social events yang didatengin bersama tmn2nya itu.
2. Tmn kuliah yang akan mutusin pindah ke london buat sekolah, dan pas dibarengin sama suaminya. Atau temen yang malah sekolah duluan di eropa, pdhl dia mutusin sekolah baru setaun belakangan.
3. Tmn yang sudah tau mau sekolah apa dan sudah dapet beasiswa, entah itu dari instansi atau yayasan kasih ayah bunda.
4. Tmn yang bisaaa aja dapet proyek di indonesia, karena punya style design yang bagus.
5. Tmn yang sudah settle down di hometownnya, punya baby atau sedang menanti baby.
6. Tmn yang (kelihatannya sih) gajinya mapan.

Tapi, saya pikir-pikir di detik ini... Saya cuma kangen suami yang lagi observasi ke hutan, kpingin teman2 dekat sampai tua, dan aktualisasi diri (okelah yang ini gak instan, mgkn butuh 10 atau 20 taun proses buat sampe di titik sudah merasa teraktualisasi).




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