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well..

momen awkward terjadi (lagi, sesuai prediksi) pas si bos nanya, menurut kamu si R gimana? jawabnya sih "nice..". Trus dipancing lg, "some more?". Oke bos, i can't be 100% honest to you. Kliatannya sampeyan semangat banget ngorek dari saya. My senior can transform into some kind of male bitch, and mostly it's because of you. I can hate him, but in the same time I don't like you either for causing this. 

Trus2, kl si D gimana? "Nice..", dan berlanjut dengan cerita kliatannya R dan D punya banyak kesamaan krn mgkn mereka besar di yu-es. TV shows, neighbor stuff, candies that I never heard before. So, I ended up listening to them. Sepertinya si bos lebih suka sm si D, krn ngasih nilai plus ke doski.

Dan dia pun akhirnya bertanya, "what do you think about me?" Untungnya saya punya jawaban, "you're practical". Krn saya gak 100% being honest to you, masa' saya bilang "somehow I personally don't like how you do stuffs, bawa project acak adut dan nyuruh orang nyebokin.. dafuq" 

awkward moment terakhir, kayaknya klien ga suka dengan pilihan2 doi, dan gmn cara dia nge-push. Cucurucuu.. 


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