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apa itu bahagia?

Bahagia itu ketika aku lapar, aku merasa tak masalah menahannya

Bahagia itu ketika aku lelah, aku senang telah melakukannya

Bahagia itu ketika aku marah, aku mampu marah dan kembali ingat

Bahagia itu ketika aku terpuruk, aku ikhlas, semua akan baik-baik saja

Bahagia itu ketika aku kalut, aku tahu apa panduku

Bahagia itu ketika aku menang atau kalah, ada yang menopangku

Bahagia itu ketika aku menangis dan tertawa, aku punya tempat berbagi

Bahagia itu ketika aku diam sendiri di kamar ini, aku merasa penuh

Bahagia itu ketika aku sendiri diantara keramaian, aku tak kesepian

Bahagia itu ketika setiap atom alam semesta berkonspirasi bersamaku

Bahagia itu ketika aku tak butuh apapun, dan tak bisa menghitung kasih sayangMu

Bahagia itu ketika aku memikirkan kebahagiaan, aku merasa bahagia

Satu lagi...

Bahagia itu ketika aku bersama seseorang, yang datang dan tak akan pernah pergi

Dan yang menggetarkan...

Bahagia itu ketika aku ingat Engkau, aku menitikkan air mata

Amin.


*dan aku belum bahagia sekarang*

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