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Allah,
Mungkin ini sepele diantara urusanMu
dibandingkan belahan dunia lain yang berperang
Sedih sekali rasanya dipertemukan dalam waktu yang lama
Sedih sekali pernah dipertemukan
Terlepas dari segala hikmah dan pelajaranMu
Sedih sekali.
Adakah nanti satu, Allah?
Satu untuk yg terakhir?
Bukan yang meminta, berjanji lalu pergi?
Bukan yang berbohong dalam diam?
Bukan yang menyembunyikan?
Sementara aku berusaha keras menyesuaikan

Sakit dan sedih sekali Allah,
Air mata masih tak kuasa kubendung
Ini hanya sepele
Dibandingkan urusanMu di belahan dunia yang lain
Antarkan aku kepadaMu Allah
Alasan kebahagiaan karenaMu
Buatlah aku bisa melihat dengan jelas
Menjernihkan hati, jiwa, dan ruhku
Allah aku tak bisa bohong kalau aku sedih?
Kepada siapa lagi aku mampu apa adanya?

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