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Oh Allah,

Aku menangis terus menangis

Oh Allah,

Hatiku sakit

Aku tak bisa lg bicara dengan bibirku

Rasanya telinga orang sudah mulai lelah

Yang tersisa hanya aku, Engkau, dan kata


Oh Allah,

WaktuMu telah lama lewat

Tp mengapa tetap jatuh air mata ini?

Oh Allah,

Aku ingin berhenti dalam keheninganMu yg tak berbatas

Bernapas tanpa deru berlebih


Oh Allah,

Aku tak tahu apa yg kubutuhkan

Meski aku punya keinginan

Aku tersiksa karena rasa ini

Aku dimakan oleh diriku sendiri

AAARGH


Aku teralihkan oleh perjalananku

Aku tenggelam di rumahku

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