Hei kamu laki-laki penakluk!
Yang datang menaklukkan
dan tak gentar untuk ditaklukkan;
Makhluk adam yang gagah utk dirinya dan dunianya
Inilah puisiku untuk kamu
Puisi yang belum rampung utk diriku
Puisi yang menantikanmu di dlm hidupku
Sungguh, tak banyak kata terlintas di benakku
Tapi aku tahu kamu Sang Penakluk Gagah itu ada untukku
Inilah puisiku yg penuh harapan
Bersama waktu habiskan sisa kesendirianku
Hingga kutemukan sebuah subjek:
"Kamu"
Subjek yg tak kan pernah habis menjadi pertanyaan sekaligus jawaban
Subjek pujaan, monumen kasih sayang Allah untukku, keluargaku, dan kerabatku
Kamu.
Yang menjadi awal yg sesungguhnya
Mengakhiri yg telah lalu
Hanya kamu yang bisa, Laki-laki mimpi.
I just finished skimming my post up to end 2012. Before getting married, and after marriage life up to last post before this. I didn't realized my post before marriage are mostly stories about a girl who tried so hard to get out of her miserable life with dark clouds inside her head facing her series of unfortunate events (I intended this blog to chute out those unnecessary garbage). After the wedding, honeymoon phase. Mmm, it was that fun, though. But, since I know this blog has other reader I tried to cover my bad stories. Wasn't like how I intended this blog to. After baby and few jobs, well, my life is actually getting better but still focus on my miserable life! (and list of hopes too) Last one, I wrote so many "haha" after a sentence that I think awkward, which now I find it annoying. Ha! (not haha) I thought I was a positive person. But, it seems just to cover things up. Even "let's giggle" this blog tagline is a survival, convincing my life
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